i'm insecure about not being good enough, not only at doing things but also about how i should look and behave, and that's almost always a bad thing.
i'm insecure about not being good enough, not only at doing things but also about how i should look and behave, and that's almost always a bad thing.
loosing my phone during parties
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I don't have a perfect smile. It makes me very insecure. I was told I'd have to wear them for like 4-5 years and they'd have to drill stuff in my gums to pull teeth down. Which literally scared me because I'm such a pansy when it comes to dental pain so I said no. It'd also cost over $10k to do and that's more than half of what I paid for college.
My voice. I love singing but I sound terrible. My passion, besides dogs, is music. I can't barely reach an octave on the piano and it bums me out trying to learn classical pieces and I struggle cause of my sausage fingers. xD
My health problems. I've been left out to rot because I'm too much of a burden to others so I try to hide them as best I can. I'm sicker now that my gallbladder is gone and a lot of people just don't understand that I've become worse off by that.
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my phone or your phone ?
Naked Gamer(07-11-2015)
i cant just relax ive got an anxiety disorder
like i cant even say "i appreciate the advice" because i dont... if i could just relax and forget the years of abuse from other people that led me to believe all this shit is true i totally fukin would but as it stands theres no such thing as relaxing for me lol
not trying to throw myself a pity party here and its cool that youve completely forgone all your insecurities and learned to not care but for some people thats not possible and just saying "EYYY DONT WORRY ABOUT IT" is like... i dunno, telling a guy in a wheelchair just to walk anyway and just pretend hes not disabled lol. helps no one.
youre damn fucking right im good looking though.
#notinthemood