Charmander (04-19-2023)
In that case maybe something that would help me catch on to things a bit faster than I would have otherwise? For example I feel like I could have understood myself a lot better sooner if someone had told me about what being an introvert was, or the idea of relationships on a spectrum as opposed to how they are portrayed in media. Sometimes since people aren't completely honest with how they see you, so it takes you a long time to see it in yourself. So maybe I would take that sort of angle.
Charmander (04-19-2023)
I'd tell myself that I'm meant to be where I'm meant to be and nothing will take away from my intrinsic self worth. I was devastated during my senior year of high school. I thought I had a good GPA, extracurriculars, and I had won a good number of awards from my school. I had a really great support system of friends and teachers who believed in me. Then I proceeded to get rejected from almost every single college I applied to. I was absolutely DEVASTATED. I couldn't believe the utter failure I had felt from each rejection to the point where each one became more numbing than the other and it was worst knowing that I had tell my family, especially my parents who seemed to eager to hear from me, that I kp[et getting rejections. I had major mental health problems during the summer after high school graduation. But in the end, the college I went to ended up becoming the best place for me. I worked my butt off in college/still am and am grateful to once again have the support of a strong support system of friends and professors. I'm going to enter round 2 with law school soon but... no matter the results I think I will be okay. I ended up having some of the best years of my life thus far (I'm young after all) in college and though I still deal with mental health struggles and insecurities, I believe truly that I will be okay in the end. I just have to believe it. I would want the younger version of me to stop putting so much incredible pressure on herself and remind her that she's just human.
(05-02-2023) Sephora
id tell myself to stop spending so much money and save it. to perhaps try harder with one relationship because i regret that we ever drifted apart. and invest in amazon and apple of course lol. pretty boring imo but i feel like id come out on top with happiness if i had that one person i still care about in my life. its so sad cause i know its not the other way around but i havent forgiven myself and doesnt seem like id move on happily. oh whale. it is what it is ami right?