Good lord saaaame for all of that, its years of having no one reliable in any aspect of life, I hate having to rely on anyone because they will just treat you like a burden but its so fucking annoying at work because its designed to have to rely on management for stupid things they should just let me do my damn self if its such a problem!
Also I have a quick temper and it scares people apparently.
I have a whole laundry list tbh lol