First and foremost, I want a partner. I feel myself slowly turning in to a needy incel and my depression hasn't been this worse in years. Have been single for almost 2 years and I've realized I'm not a person who can live alone. I need a soulmate, I need love, I need sex. Plain and simple.
I also want to get my own apartment, instead of this shitty room I'm renting now. But I need a new job first, the new owner of the bar where I worked for 6 years said he won't be renewing my contract because he wants to turn the bar into a luxurious club and apparently I don't look luxurious enough -_- My contract is ending this summer but I hope I can find something before then so I can say fuck you to him and never look back. Still, it stings. Everyone likes me as a barman, so much that everybody always calls me Erik the Barman, and I was really proud of that stupid title lol.
But come what may, I just hope 2020 will be better than 2019 was. At least it's an even number
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