confessionals time

[Gbm]

I have been getting depressed on and off for the past couple of months. No clue why but I haven't been depressed for the past couple of days so that's good.

I cheated neopets for about 8 months before I told my parents. Then I told them I quit (when I actually did quit), and now no one knows I cheat neopets since I joined up again.

I haven't tried in school since 8th grade. I know I'm throwing my future away but I can't find the motivation to work hard. I still get pretty good grades in advanced classed, but I could be doing so much better.

I don't have a real "best friend," just a lot of friends. I don't have anyone that I can talk about anything with.

I'm 17 years old and still a virgin.


feels good to get this stuff off my chest

Almost 21 and still a virgin.


'Sup.

[Meagan]

Everything is so depressing,no uplifting confessions? I for one would shank a bitch to have sex with Lil Wayne and have his children. Or is that too raunchy?

[John]

Everything is so depressing,no uplifting confessions? I for one would shank a bitch to have sex with Lil Wayne and have his children. Or is that too raunchy?



i know a girl who says the exact same thing:o

[Ray-Chill]

Maybe some will think I'm weird but I don't think that's weird at all, it's just a lifestyle choice. I watched something on MTV's True Life about that exact thing and I don't judge for that haha.

=] Well thank you! Many people do think it's weird, but I'm glad there's people who don't.

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Almost 21 and still a virgin.


'Sup.

W00t!!
I love this about people!
Now a day's everyone's trying to do it..

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Oh! I'm OCD also.
Only with food though.
I have problems with my food. It's hard to explain. But my food cannot touch.. at all.. Except peas and mashed potatoes...
If I ever find something in my food that's not supposed to be there my body won't let me eat that again ever...
I just start gagging and junk. These lots of amazing things I want to eat but can't bring myself to do it.

[John]

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im actually quite curious about BDSM could you go into more detail about what it really is?

[Ray-Chill]

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im actually quite curious about BDSM could you go into more detail about what it really is?

=] I will tell you what I told another person here. (I won't name them). xD
What me and Jesse have is not sexual. I have a boyfriend who understands my need to feel dominated, I guess is the right word, and he understands Master Jesse was a part of my life before him and will be after.
The role between Master and slave is one of compliance.
My job is to do what he says, yes, but also that I belong to him. He, in a since, owns me, and my thoughts and actions. It is hard to explain exactly though.
It's kind of like he's my father in a way. He tells me what to do and I listen or I get punished.
Most of the time Domination and submissive are about sexual interests, and they form into Master/slave.
What my Master and I take our relationship as is that I trust him with my life and my decisions, knowing he would make the right ones for me.
It's hard to really sum up without research. If you are interested in learning about it I have a website you could look into to find more information about it.

[John]

if you would send me that website it would be interesting. i always viewed it as a strictly sexual thing. never realized there was more to it.

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[Ray-Chill]

if you would send me that website it would be interesting. i always viewed it as a strictly sexual thing. never realized there was more to it.

@(you need an account to see links)

Most of it is sexual. That's how it starts. =] But there are other aspects to it. There is Domination/submissive and Master/slave. You cannot be a slave and not be submissive, but you can be submissive and not be a slave. It takes trust and lost of communication to be either or though.

[J_L_K_64]

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