Tank had been missing, hiding somewhere in the house for the last THREE DAYS. i was worried sick.
found her just now, she was sleeping in the cabinet under the kitchen sink. she's very thirsty and not very active. i'm soaking some hard food for her then i'm giving her her meds with it in about an hour. she's missed 6 doses of her Prednisone. not good
I have been through some difficult days the whole quarantine, but the last couple of days i've been trying to love me a bit more and gimme some selfcare. I feel a lot better. Hope all of u guys can go through better days!!!!
awww i'm sorry to hear about your cousin wreck4ge. that's such a young age too.
yesterday was rough. i spent most of the morning being depresso, but then i forced myself to get up and do my chores and take care of myself. then i felt better. had a yummy dinner. but Naya Rivera's body was found at the lake she disappeared at. it's ridiculous to mourn over someone you don't know, but her character in glee made me feel better about myself as a high school closeted bisexual girl. they meant so much to me at the time, seeing her validated, accepted and loved as a lesbian, despite facing many of the same problems i faced (homophobic family, malicious rumors, worrying about what everyone thought, etc). the emotion, effort and love she put into portraying santana changed how i felt about myself. and now.. she's just gone.
she was so young, too. and has a baby boy that she saved before herself. i can't imagine what kind of trauma he will go through. the whole situation is heartbreaking.
good morning! i made myself get up at 6, walk my dog, and do some quick morning yoga. i gotta remember that sometimes self care is about what you need, not want. lol
i saw a therapist for my depression on monday. it went really well, i think. she told me i have avoidant anxiety and gave me homework in the form of asking my coworker to coffee or a zoom chat. she says i need friends, lol. i haven't asked my coworker but i downloaded bumble BFF and have been chatting with some others. it would be nice to have someone to talk to that isnt my boyfriend, tbh.
been spending most of the day doing stuff for my college apartment, groomed my bunny, and relaxed during the evening playing video games! was a pretty alright day.
Spending most of my day flipping between playing Apex, Neopets, Flight Rising and my mobages due to quarantine; while simultaneously trying my best to ignore the gnawing anxiety that the world is on fire and i have no idea what im gonna do after this quarantine ends.
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