How was your day?

[Banannie]

Today started out pretty over emotional, but I got it under control by mid afternoon, and now it is returning to feelings of, I don't know how to describe it. Let's see... an empty, contemplative despair of... retrospective victimhood. It's kind of addicting because sorrow feels safe oddly enough. If I keep spinning in circles I will never know what it would be like to love, to be happy and successful in life, but it also staves off the one true monster. Failure and disappointment that I may cause others. But what if I'm doing that already? Certainly I must be. Or maybe I'm not? Where's the middle ground? How do I feel about that beyond what's safe to feel? Maybe I should get another cat.
*five years later* I wish I didn't have so many cats...

[hollandski]

it was a good one, i got my rise license today and i'm verry happy how about thath guys

[cheekychops]

It was alright. Smoked a heap of green and snuggled with my dogs. Finished updating my resume, and pay day is in sight. Gonna do my chrissy shopping and resume drop spree then

[Naked Gamer]

Pretty sweaty the humidity is killing me here almost 90% - 100% every day.

Other then that all good


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[Banannie]

Today was weird. My dog has something going on with her liver, she's been at the vet.

Thinking about quitting my job. Been sort of dating a coworker for a few months. He's really nice. Nice eyes, nice smile... Just. Nice.
Been stressed about my dog, he asked me what was wrong and I went off on him. Told him he was dating the weakest chick because he thinks it'll be easy. Like, what? He helps me out a little bit and then what? It'll just be a neverending thing, I don't know what he expects. I'm stressed, I guess and took it out on him and feel terrible...
There's another woman at work who likes him and subsequently treats me poorly. I like her though, it's weird. She is dating someone from what she has said so I'm unsure of what she expects as well. I want to quit, so I don't have to see him again, he seems smitten.

I keep thinking about an old friend from high school that I grew up with. He was a nice guy, bad childhood. An alpha posing as a beta without any path on how to be his true self. He cared about me a lot, spent a lot of money on me... I treated him poorly, and looking back on it, it seems like he attracted a lot of crazy chicks who used him. I feel guilty, what if deep down I'm just some gold digging waif, that's that, end of story?

Anyways yeah. The guilt is probably good. Keep reflecting on it until I can do better but in the meantime I don't know what to do about my current dude.

[Oryx]

Couldn't get to sleep & couldn't get the kids to sleep the night before. I was still up at 2am getting my husband up & out the door with breakfast & lunch packed. Go back to bed and the dog is getting up literally every 5 minutes like theres an intruder in the house. Super achy all day with a headache and just sapped of energy. This evening I started shaking badly and was hella cold but I'm wrapped in blankets and the heat is up. So I'm probably getting sick. makes sense, it's so rare that I do get sick lol I'll give myself this one post to get my complaining out.

[Maison]

My day was stressful af and its still going agh D: D:
I have an exam today and I am going to cry because I am so unprepared!!

[Sci_Girl]

Depressed. I had an interview almost a month ago now and no response back yet. It sucks. I have had such a hard time finding a job with the slump in the economy. I get all worked up an excited at the prospect of a job and that interview and no idea if I got it or not. They did one of the "we will let you know by phone if you got it and if not you will receive an email". I sent an email to thr HR lady I was in contact with when it was all being set up but I sent that last week and still no update.

*sigh* I just keep applying to everything I find in the meantime. No replies for an interview from anyone else yet.

[Shinji]

it was ok other than having to give my foster kittens back to the AC&C board because i think they found them permanent homes :'(
so now i am kittenless and sad

[potatoespotate]

Depressed. I had an interview almost a month ago now and no response back yet. It sucks. I have had such a hard time finding a job with the slump in the economy. I get all worked up an excited at the prospect of a job and that interview and no idea if I got it or not. They did one of the "we will let you know by phone if you got it and if not you will receive an email". I sent an email to thr HR lady I was in contact with when it was all being set up but I sent that last week and still no update.

*sigh* I just keep applying to everything I find in the meantime. No replies for an interview from anyone else yet.

oh wow, I'm sorry about that. would you consider doing internships in the meantime? I think occasionally when your internship term is up, and you've worked well with your colleagues they may offer you a job? idk they're less fussy when they pick interns where I'm from cuz they literally pay you shit but you get a feel of what the job will be like I guess, it can also go into your resume so it doesn't look like you've just been sitting around doing nothing.
@(you need an account to see links) it's great news they've found homes. that's nice of you to foster them, sorry they have to go though, I'd be so helplessly attached. :C