Lol keep at it man, it's a waste of time and money imho.
Respect man, congrats on sobriety! Stay strong man, I know the struggle. Every day is another W in your book.
I totally respect that, keep doing what your doing if that's what you want!
I don't much care what people do in their own space as long as it doesn't put anyone else in danger, what you do with your time is your business imo. I've tried different stuff, was a fan of the codones and contins for a while, that was a bad way and I stopped that nonsense right quick when the liver/kidney damage started. I'm definitely an alcoholic, that shit's nothing but trouble lol. So no recreational drugs for me, just trying to be constructive instead. My motto is "To each his own"