Originally Posted by
Skol
KKKS, I'm sorry to hear about this, sounds like you've been having a really rough time.
If you can, my advice would be to try to take a drive, or a bike or a walk to a nice calm, relaxing place, whatever that means for you. Go down to a beach, into a clearing, on a hillside, overlooking a nice view or whatever works for you, and just try to breathe for a little. Take a moment and try to clear your head and focus on whatever you happen to be looking out on/over, make sure you turn off or leave your phone behind so you don't have to worry about it. After you've been able to relax for however long your comfortable with, try to think about your situation again. Hopefully you'll be able to gain some new insight or think of something, the important thing is to not let yourself be pulled under by stress or worry. Being able to vocalize your feelings with someone you trust can also be very and cathartic, or take up a pen/pencil and just write. It's great that you posted here where a bunch of awesome people can try to offer a new perspective or support.
Remember, you always have options. Some might not be as practical or easy to approach, but you are in control of your future. If you find yourself stuck, don't be afraid to reach out for help from a friend, relative, etc. Remember that things will always get better in the future and just because something might suck right now, you'll come out a better person. Try to take a beat and breathe if you find yourself feeling overwhelmed.
Hope everything improves for you man, let us know how things are going.