Originally Posted by
J_L_K_64
from a former pothead and semi-alcoholic, i can say this, if i didn't have seizures from smoking weed, i'd still be smoking it, for 2 reasons, #1 it's a relaxant #2 it's a pain reliever, you see, if you had lived my life, you too would be in pain 24/7, and i like to not take meds every single day, i try letting nature take it's course, however, unlaced weed did help with the pain, when i wasn't seizing every time i smoked it
and my RL is very stressful, always has been, but living on my own, working over 60 hours a week doesn't help either, and turning to drinking doesn't sound very fun to me, especially when i don't have time to drink when i wanna with people i wanna, since we all have RL to take care of
i guess what i'm trying to say is this, smoking weed is better than drinking alcohol, mainly because alcohol is a depressant, and if you're drinking alone, you feel worse, and on the other hand, smoking weed, no matter if you're alone or not will make you feel better emotionally, and as they say, laughter is the best medicine
as for how you feel about yourself, you're confused, dunno if you're a hypocrite or not..................
well, you are, you sound like you spent your whole life denouncing weed as the devil, etc etc, and you try it, and you find out that you're not "hooked" on it or anything and that it wasn't as bad as you always said it was, but ya know what? fuck it, everyone is a hypocrite, always saying one thing, doing another, that's how life goes, gotta learn to deal with it at some point, better now than later
my final thoughts though cause i am rambling, a lot, weed is not addictive, it's only illegal cause of the early 1900's and the paper mill barons of the day, afraid hemp would take over the forest industry (papers/pencils/anything made with trees) started a smear campaign against it, saying it was the devil's plant, etc etc, however, it has been proven that alcohol is addictive, even to people with no addictive personalities whatsoever