My Fiance' of 4yrs just told me he cheated on me in January. I don't know what to do now. Life sucks, its awful. It feels like I knife in my chest. And I feel like so pathetic, I can't stop crying, I can't sleep or eat. I just wanna scream at the top of my lungs. My family is coming down next week for my Birthday (Great Bday present) so I can't even talk to my family about it (Can't have my mother strangling him why I still live with him). It sucks having no one in the world to talk to. My face is so swollen from crying.
I just hate life. why WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Even worse: I woke up this morning and for a second I thought what he told my last night was just a nightmare. For a few moments I forgot... A few wonderful seconds.
EDIT: Just turned my tv on and you couldn't believe what was on. "Snapped: Killer Couples" That's not a good sign
Last edited by EvolutionZzZ; 10-21-2017 at 08:04 AM.
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I need you to breathe, okay? Slowly in and out. I want you to eat something right now if you haven't. Because you NEED to eat, even in the face of something like this. Even if it's a piece of bread. Having something in your stomach will give you the energy and strength to deal with your emotions, which are running high as fuck right now. I DON'T recommend alcohol at this time because it's a depressant, it will lower and tank your mood during this.
Allow yourself time to mourn the end of this relationship too, because not mourning it is one of the worst things you can do for yourself and future relationships.
Once you've eaten and centered yourself, prepare for life without him, even though you two still live together. Process and come to terms that you two will no longer be a couple and adjust your life accordingly, but continue to mourn during this.
Once you've processed everything and have prepared for a new life without him, things will definitely look up for you in the future. If you need someone to talk to privately, you can always PM me. c:
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