i think i posted about this, but up until recently (like two years ago), i struggled with acne so much.. i wouldn't even leave the house without a ton of makeup on. idk if you wear makeup but ugh at age 12 i tried it and never stopped
i went to the derm and everything is fine now, but basically acne "scarred" me emotionally throughout middle school and high school and i hated myself!!!
i would have been much better off if i hadn't started wearing makeup
anyways i know the feeling, and i have no idea why acne needs to exist.