Forever (07-24-2017)
Forever (07-24-2017)
Way too socially awkward to TC as well. It's the kind of thing I wish I was able to do and I get low-key jealous when people are able to tie connections with people and have fun socializing.
I'm socially awkward as well and I'm super camera shy.
Aura loves me ♥
Accelerator's cK gma :')
~the struggles~
TC was always pretty chill though. You could pop in for a few mins and say hello, then hop off if you had to go somewhere. Back in the day, there was somebody on TC literally all the time. It wasn't uncommon to come in and find somebody asleep while having TC up. I know lots of times I'd be in TC with music turned on just chillin while I studied or something.. then take a break and say whatsup to whoever popped in. Usually pretty low key and nothingto stress about.
What's my definition of success?
Creating something no one else can
Being brave enough to dream big
Grindin' when you're told to just quit
Giving more when you got nothin' left
Not to mention TC hardly works for me half the time, haha. My computer does not like it
i love luna
What's my definition of success?
Creating something no one else can
Being brave enough to dream big
Grindin' when you're told to just quit
Giving more when you got nothin' left
Do you mean Clraik's room on TC, or TC as a whole? I just... man I feel like the people on there can turn on you like a pack of wolves. When I'm feeling daring (and alienated from society) enough I sometimes venture on there - will even cam up... but inevitably people start bullying me. They start by making fun of really stupid things, like LOL SHE'S ASIAN LET'S START BEING RACIST... It always begins with only a couple random people in the textbox, one will make a racial slur and another will say I act/look like I'm in high school, or maybe even say my username is dumb or my voice is annoying or I'm too quiet. And I've tried ignoring these initial shots, I've tried to making clever retorts, I've tried laughing in good humor... doesn't matter. Then someone on cam notices their opportunity to be witty/bold/cool in front of a group whose attention has been directed to someone else, and they redirect the new audience by scornfully declaring on mic, "Yeah, I agree with x y and z in chat. What's with this chick anyway? She probably eats dogs/she thinks she's all that/she doesn't belong here/etc" At this point, other people on cam start to chime in and at that point, I abruptly close all my tabs and give up on society once more.
Or so it feels that way.
What's my definition of success?
Creating something no one else can
Being brave enough to dream big
Grindin' when you're told to just quit
Giving more when you got nothin' left