I'm sending a hug to you right now. I know how it feels.
Promised myself I wouldn't, at all costs wouldn't cry ... But I failed after all.
Today was my last workday at the company I almost worked for 2 years now. It was my first job after quitting high school and the first one I worked so long. Not only that ... Thursday I'll leave Holland for (atleast) 3 months to go to the other side of the world, to my fiancee, leaving my family, my friends and my cat behind. I'll get married over there ... But sadly noone from my family will be able to be there, simply because it's too expensive. It's okay tho, in the end I got my soon-to-be hubby ... But good god, it all feels so hard right now.
I could really use a hug atm.
A sad, crude, twisted little girl.
I'm sending a hug to you right now. I know how it feels.
Fatality.
Thank you :o
And I'm sorry. Always sucks to give up things you like, even when you get something you really want in return.
A sad, crude, twisted little girl.
I also send you a hug :/ That's really sad. Hope everything will be fine in a few weeks!
Change is a beautiful thing. To ignore the tragedy of it would be to blind yourself in one eye, to close yourself off to half of a world of experience.
Don't feel bad for not doing so.
Fatality.
it'll all be good, trust me, life is nothing but changes, and if you cannot accept those changes, then ya can't be living
just report it and ignore it.
*hugs* Where does your fiancee live? I just went from the US to the Netherlands for about a year, and met a guy, but it didn't work out.
I know, I've had alot of changes in my life. Quite a rough life in general ... But this is the first time I'm letting more go then just myself ... And the first time letting myself go this far. It's something I still have to get used too experiencing.
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New Zealand, he's Russian from birthplace.
Thank you :o
A sad, crude, twisted little girl.
Well that sounds cool. I've spent my life with no roots, moving from place to place, and I wouldn't trade those experiences for anything.
same here, lived all over the western usa, nothing to hold me down (no family close friends, etc) and i've had soo many sweet ass expierences......
(hitch hiking through utah, i stopped at a greyhound station in salt lake city, and played hackey sack with a group of other random people, it was one of the most humbing and awesome expierences ever, so many different people coming to gether to kick a sack around)
just report it and ignore it.