who wants to tc? or just talk to me in general so i don't kill myself?

seriously. 6/6 people i talked to tonight gave me some bullshit excuse on how they were busy, 2/2 people i was supposed to hang out with bailed on me, and nobody else is texting me back.

nobody likes me i swear to god. and i have my makeup on and my hair done and everything.
i just wanna smoke a bowl or something so i don't feel like such a loser.