I don't know why I'm posting this but I suddenly had a revelation that what I do is kind of mean...
I'm 20 and I've never had a boyfriend. I don't have any close friends (or really any friends). I'm very reserved/like to be alone. All I do all day is meandering around a few websites and my work. Repeat this every day.
However I'm not an ugly person, I'm actually decently attractive. I certainly don't have the look of a loner or act like one. I get asked out a lot. In high school no one ever asked me out but in college I go on dates quite frequently. (I had 2 this weekend, I'm about to leave for my second). I don't even know how I get these people, I literally NEVER leave my room except for class/food.
I go on these dates with the intention of never seeing this person again. I like going out, getting off campus, eating real food, driving in a car. However I just have no interest but I don't really know how to say no. One of the guys this weekend just knocked on my door with a bouquet, how am I suppose to say no to that? I actually have the flowers on my roommates desk now so the other guy doesn't think about them. I usually pay for my own food just because I'm a huge feminist but I just feel like this is....wrong? Or is this normal?