Maki (10-06-2013)
Tbh I was a bit miserable, but I had a lot of friends and a boyfriend whom I loved (though the relationship deteriorated rapidly over the next month of so).
I was studying Māori language & culture, and linguistics. I'd been planning to visit Boston to look for postgrad options for my nursing degree (this never happened). I lost a lot of weight, had horrible anxiety and my health was a mess. I spent a lot of money and time trying to find out what was wrong: ultrasounds, a CT scan, a gastroscopy and a colonoscopy. It was hell.
I'm much happier where I am now oh my gosh.
Maki (10-06-2013)
On October 6th, 2012. I was at YouthQuake 2012. I'm going again this year too :3 But for the change part... I dont know xD
Maki (10-06-2013)
I seriously hate this feeling, something very similar happened to me last year
I went into my english exam with a confident 85 average, received a 33% on the exam
Sucked balls but I realized the fact I worked harder only meant my skills were sharpening
Health science (biology especially, and this is just high school LOL) sucks lol
@(you need an account to see links) wow that's a pretty huge change!
What ended up being the root of the problem?
Maki (10-06-2013)
Cath (10-06-2013)
@(you need an account to see links) - it all came down to needing to drink more water than most people, combined with the fact I have a colon that would better fit a grown man and not a small young female... sorry if that's super tmi-y but yeah the gastro was like "you have an impressively large large intestine congrats yay"
but yeah now I use the pain as a gauge for my hydration so it all worked out pretty well