So I paid someone to draw on my wrists yesterday.. permanently.

[Duck4Cover]

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I heard that song when I was 15 and around the height of my depression, Though I'd been fairly depressed for literally as long as I can remember. I thought it was an amazing line and I envied it. So I wanted to get it on me when it made it true for myself. The last 5 or 6 months have been in some ways a ton worse then the rest of my life but I had no choice anymore. If I wanted to make it there was no more time to mope with myself so I toughed up. So not to say I'm not always happy now but I've never felt stonger and more capable and it's been me doing it and that make me so proud.
(Sorry that was winded)

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It was kinda red for a bit after but it got went down fairly quickly :o It's been doing really well I think! More then I expected or thought. I put the A&D on and wash it compulsively. Haven't itched it once xD though it's getttttttttingggg REALLY itchy

Ohhh yea, wait until about 5 days after xD When it actually starts to heal, it will drive you nuts lol.
Whenever I got the urge to scratch any of mine, I would sort of smack them, not hard or anything, just sort of tap them repeatedly for a bit, and it helps.
Or you can even take a bit of the A&D and rub it with that.

[MissMellon]

Yeah the tapping is good. Though I had to be careful of how hard at first (Ouch)