^ what i should feel like
^ what i actually feel like
"what are you wearing for the first day of school, jordann?"
HAHA I laughed irl : P
I don't start school again for another month, woohoo! quarter system A+
This is how i feel about school
The one thing you can look forward to in college is meeting new peeps around your age, much bigger friend pool than the lamewads you were stuck in HS with.
If you don't take advantage of that, college is nothing but a dick up your butt.
You have up to the first 2 weeks (1st week best) to non-awkwardly make acquaintances in your classes.
After that, people will settle in and think you're weird if you try to approach them.
('course if the class is small (<50 students) and mandates participation, the job's done for you)
but there have been like 3 awkwards from high school that approach me
in every fucking class
like "OMG JORDANN
I KNOW SOMEBODY HERE OMG YAY YOURE MY SAVIOR
CAN I SIT HERE OMG KTHX"
and im like
"dont try that with me
you were an asshole to me in high school
dont be fake now, ya dickface."
so people dont approach me cause theyre clinging to my legs and ffffffs
i hate community college
its like high school
but harder work
When you stare down some potentials you want to friend, but are bound to your past ankle-biters (or they stick on you like jizz).
I remember in particular, in my 2nd year, I met this dude that seemed cool. But he was obnoxiously loud and a dick, in a class of 350-400, everyone would give us the stares.
I was embarrassed to be with him, even told him peeps around us hated us, but he was like, "HATERS GONNA HATE!", sometimes I'd tell him I was going to sit behind him because I didn't want to be associated with him any more.
What did it for me was when in 1 class, he cockblocked me 'cause this cute chick that used to sit next to me sat down 1 day, looked hesitant, then got up and moved away when she saw another open seat.
He and I disappeared from each other shortly after.
All the friends I made in 9th all got into different classes than me this year :c
having people you like in classes is such a blessing ;-;
I started at a community college, then transferred out.
Gah, I start school next Monday and I'm so nervous because it's a whole new area and there are literally zero people I know attending the same school and if I don't make friends I'm going to be a loser stuck in my apartment with just my boyfriend.