confessionals time

[J_L_K_64]

when you get back country side it'll wear off, but yes, i know the training, and the mind set you need to be in, i have 2 cousins in usa army, infantry also i believe, and they are the same when they have vacation leave or whatever

[Danny]

Hmm..
Sure why not.
Abused daily by my mom whom I currently still live with from ages.. 5 till I was about 15ish.
Molested by my moms ex about two years ago.

[BlackSheep]

May I ask why you havent done anything about it? or have you?

[Danny]

It's stopped.
Well, the pysical part atleast.
I ignore the mental abuse now.

[BlackSheep]

Physical stopped with you sure.. But this man, whomever he is, for all anyone knows hes off touching other kids who are defenseless to it. Should be locked up. And As far as your mom physically abusing you, thats not on either. Im assuming age is the only real reason why it has stopped. Not sure how old you are but thats for most cases anyway.

[whatareyoudoingomgSTOP]

when i was 13 i started playing this PC online star wars game and i got so addicted to it that i would play it for like..23 hours a day. my ingame time for only 2 years was 5000+ hours. i didnt sleep, or do anything but play that game.

i joined the biggest and most active clan on that game (they actually forced me to join because i was one of their best clients) and became one of the leaders and even had an online boyfriend (I WAS LIKE 13-15 YEARS OLD OK) who was also a clan leader and he was from the UK and omg x_x i never tell people this. i was such a loser.

yeah believe or not, i had a whole community love me once lol. im only saying that cause everyone hates me here XD

[Victoria]

I have suicidal thoughts. Ive had them since i was young.
I've slept inside Walmart when i was 15 quite a few times because i didn't have anywhere to go.
I tried to kill myself when i was 15 as well, i took 150 pills. I still think about doing it sometimes, i go through a lot of physical pain to know if i wanna deal with it anymore.

I have anger problems, like i should really seek help before i kill someone for pissing me off. I use drugs, not only to experiment, but to keep me sane and bliss.
I just have a lot of psychological problems and kinda dont wanna scare anyone by saying more lol, all i know is that i should really go get help.

[Cara]

@(you need an account to see links)
You sound like my twin.. it's scary.

I have anger problems aswell, I feel bad for Danny because I freak out so easily.
He can do absolutely NOTHING, and I will give attitude replies and raise my voice towards him.
I sometimes question if i'm going to be a serial killer in the future due to what I think of on a regular basis.
I honestly think that if anyone were to go inside my head, they'd suffocate and go slightly insane :x

I wont go into detail of what I think, since i'd look more crazy then I probably already do xD
/End confession.

[whatareyoudoingomgSTOP]

Wow Victoria o.o that really does seem bad. Why don't you go get help if you say you need it so bad?

I'm sorry for you too Cara, but I had to laugh at "cereal" killer. XD When I was young I thought it meant people destroying cereal boxes haha.

[Cara]

lmao. I fixed my durp error. xD