So... i totaled my car this morning

[Mod]

(Though I secretly kept lying and saying they weren't doing anything until I couldn't feel my fingertips) LOL

Way to work the system.

Doing it in a controlled environment, so if you OD, professional, obligatory help is right around the corner, huh?

[Leah]

I'm so sorry to hear that D: I really hope you're okay.

The week off and drugs should help! And all of us, of course.

[Drizzy]

no one else involved... check

Probably the most important detail, glad you didn't
The guilt fucking kills you after a while.

[Lilac Tentacles]

Probably the most important detail, glad you didn't
The guilt fucking kills you after a while.

i know. I can't sleep because i keep thinking about "what ifs"... i may need to grab some zzzz-quil. My head won't stop replaying it. *shudder*

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Update:
I feel like I hit a wall fast. Whole body hurts. Who wants to fly over here to rub some icy hot in?