I'm death

[DarkAngel]

Shit. Another drink night.


Started 10:30 PM. Finished 4:30 AM, then we all started to have sex or touching lol.



The bad thing?

I had not seen my ex-best friend for 2 years. We had a fight for fucking rumours, she believed then and didn't talk to me anymore. I tried to solve things but she was so mad that didn't listen.

Last night, I saw her. It was AWESOME!!

We were laughing ALL the night!! It was... I can't describe. Just amazing.


We drank so much, much, but we were the less drunk in the party, so we were taking care of others.
We stopped drinking at 4:30 AM and then the host (Who also I had not talked for 2 years, for a fight with my ex-girlfriend [My ex-GF's name is Jennifer. This is very important] but we reconciliated on a party, on December 15. I think I made a thread that day lol) told us to go sleep. All.


I tried to kiss her before (She's Mafer, Mar�a Fernanda), but she said she couldn't kiss me for 2 reasons: She was Jennifer's best friend, and she has a boyfriend. However, when we "went to sleep", she told me to lay with her and I did. I tried to kiss her but she said "Hold on, until lights turn out".

Then everything started. We started kissing and touching, then she said "Hold on, I have to go to the bathroom". I waited her for like 20 minutes, then I was like "She won't come back...".

I was about to fell asleep when she came back and said "Im here again". The host gave her a different chair. I guess she got jealous of us, however that didn't stop us.

From 5:00 AM or so, until 7:00 AM we were touching us, oral sex, and some other things. Didn't have sex cause I didn't bring with me condoms. FUCK MY LIFE!! I wanted to kill me.
I didn't take them with me cause I didn't find them, and I was going late so huh...

Lesson? Never, NEVER go to a party w/o condoms.


Anyways, there's something quite interesting. I think I fell in love with her. Seriously

She's the perfect girl for me, but I don't think she'll have a relationship with me because of Jennifer.

I took some pictures, here we are




We look very weird but it's so far my favourite picture. She now has brackets and she looks so cute, like a 15-16 years girl thought she's older than me.


Now I don't know what to do, guys.

I did touch her with love, we woke up together and idk, it was so fcking cute. I had not felt this for anyone else but 2 another girls, both my exes (Jennifer and Yessica).

We "slept" from 7:00 AM to 8:20 AM, with intervals of 5-10 minutes touching us.


Right now I'm so fcking cold, I have a headache and I'm so fucking sleepy. But I needed to tell someone.

---------- Post added at 10:07 AM ---------- Previous post was at 10:05 AM ----------

@(you need an account to see links) @(you need an account to see links) you both wanted a picture from me xD!