Shit. Another drink night.
Started 10:30 PM. Finished 4:30 AM, then we all started to have sex or touching lol.
The bad thing?
I had not seen my ex-best friend for 2 years. We had a fight for fucking rumours, she believed then and didn't talk to me anymore. I tried to solve things but she was so mad that didn't listen.
Last night, I saw her. It was AWESOME!!
We were laughing ALL the night!! It was... I can't describe. Just amazing.
We drank so much, much, but we were the less drunk in the party, so we were taking care of others.
We stopped drinking at 4:30 AM and then the host (Who also I had not talked for 2 years, for a fight with my ex-girlfriend [My ex-GF's name is Jennifer. This is very important] but we reconciliated on a party, on December 15. I think I made a thread that day lol) told us to go sleep. All.
I tried to kiss her before (She's Mafer, María Fernanda), but she said she couldn't kiss me for 2 reasons: She was Jennifer's best friend, and she has a boyfriend. However, when we "went to sleep", she told me to lay with her and I did. I tried to kiss her but she said "Hold on, until lights turn out".
Then everything started. We started kissing and touching, then she said "Hold on, I have to go to the bathroom". I waited her for like 20 minutes, then I was like "She won't come back...".
I was about to fell asleep when she came back and said "Im here again". The host gave her a different chair. I guess she got jealous of us, however that didn't stop us.
From 5:00 AM or so, until 7:00 AM we were touching us, oral sex, and some other things. Didn't have sex cause I didn't bring with me condoms. FUCK MY LIFE!! I wanted to kill me.
I didn't take them with me cause I didn't find them, and I was going late so huh...
Lesson? Never, NEVER go to a party w/o condoms.
Anyways, there's something quite interesting. I think I fell in love with her. Seriously
She's the perfect girl for me, but I don't think she'll have a relationship with me because of Jennifer.
I took some pictures, here we are
We look very weird but it's so far my favourite picture. She now has brackets and she looks so cute, like a 15-16 years girl thought she's older than me.
Now I don't know what to do, guys.
I did touch her with love, we woke up together and idk, it was so fcking cute. I had not felt this for anyone else but 2 another girls, both my exes (Jennifer and Yessica).
We "slept" from 7:00 AM to 8:20 AM, with intervals of 5-10 minutes touching us.
Right now I'm so fcking cold, I have a headache and I'm so fucking sleepy. But I needed to tell someone.
---------- Post added at 10:07 AM ---------- Previous post was at 10:05 AM ----------
@Sari @Hale you both wanted a picture from me xD!
...don't you have a girlfriend?
Are you death? arrhhghhg
Anyway. I was quite confused after reading your story. But she already has a boyfriend? It's not very nice of her to do stuff like that with you if she does D: idk what to say. good luck with it all.
Is today your birthday btw?
Omg you look so young!
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And good lord, do you think of anything but sex?
I cant think of anything else by now.
Ill tell her. Imma write a letter, a song and will invite her to leave with me....
---------- Post added at 05:32 PM ---------- Previous post was at 05:31 PM ----------
Lol food and sex. What a life!
Where in the hell does it go?