worked a lot and now i'm still working
ugh, tired
meh, i just want to sleep now
worked a lot and now i'm still working
ugh, tired
just woke up with a migraine.... so far day not so good!
Not a great day, had somewhat of a fight with my bf... more than a fight, I just didn't want to spend today with him since last night he got drunk at his friend's birthday and made a fool out of himself and then he didn't want to give me his car keys to drive him home. He said some hurting stuff to me while drunk as well, and also got into an argument with his friend and fell while hugging a dude and started yelling stuff like 'that's my brother right theeeereeeee' like, just, wasted you know?
So yeah, I left his house early today, he didn't remember anything from last night, he was sorry and cried when I told him I was leaving for the day. I told him I love him and it's all good but for today I really just wanted to spend it alone since it was a hard experience for me, seeing him drunk like that, and not taking care of himself. (Might be something normal for some, but I don't drink a single drop of alcohol and I've never seen someone I love drunk and seeing him change that much was hard for me).
Yet, now I'm so sad and I miss him.
And he hasn't come online since he's sad too.
And just ugh.
i quit my job after being dragged through the mud for months with the promise of a promotion by my managers. one of my best friends undercut me and organised a secret interview for the position and got the job instead. i wasnt even advised they wouldnt be interviewing me or that they were interviewing at all :+) it was maliciously and deliberately kept a secret from me.
now ive lost my friends and my job and im suicidal
will prob start up that take-hella-prescription-opiates-everyday thing again
thanks 4 asking
edit: wat
Getting to 1:30a and realizing you didn't touch AC at all today.
Dammit!
I forgot to pack my bags c': Guess who's in a hurry to pack everything before he goes to bed!
Almost shat the bed this morning.
So I went to my bf's and we were sleeping, right? So in the middle of sleeping, at 5am exactly, the door of his room wide opened by itself. Knowing that my bf has had some hauntings before since many people have died in his house (including his dad) my first thought was: "fuck, a ghost, fuuuuuuuckkkkkk".
I started to hear steps in the room... my boyfriend was sleeping still lol
I immediately proceed to wake him up so he can see what is in the room.
Guess what? it was his cat that somehow opened the door and was now waiting for someone to open the bathroom door for him so he could drink some fresh water... that lil fucker almost killed me.
(I'm treating this like the "What's on your mind?" thread on FR...)
In high school, I became aware of the Stones song "Paint it Black" through Vanessa Carlton's cover, and some dumbass tried to tell me that it wasn't the exact. Same. Fucking. Song. (*repeated headpillow to avoid concussion*)
I admit I've never cross-checked the lyrics, but I'm pretty sure it was a cover.
I think it was that this boy (whoever he was) didn't want to admit that a singer who became famous for a romantic song like "A Thousand Miles" could ever sing a Stones song and have it be any good.