They called me at 8 am for the pre-interview, then by 2 pm they called to schedule a 2nd phase interview (face-to-face). I thought I was all over the place in the pre-interview for answers but I need to give myself more credit if they called just 6 hours later. Originally they said by maybe Wednesday (or about 2 days from now) I should know...so they really got the ball rolling for me. I really hope that means they are seriously looking at me for the position.
A bit more money than my last position too. And work in something I actually want to do. I think my life may be taking a turn for the better right now
Today was alright. My ocd is out of control I'm like a broken record, can't stop contemplating the outcome of every situation at work, at home, researching things that are wrong with me for hours a day, pulling out my hair. Trapped rat. Today felt like a genuine reprieve from that and I was able to live in the moment for a while. Art has been helpful managing it. Don't know what made today easier but I shall now proceed to think about every outcome as to why today was so unique.
i made like, the biggest mistake ever on a survey at work
my boss wanted to fire me
my boss's boss thought the mistake was actually brilliant and was pissed at my boss for wanting to fire me and also told him if he didnt want mistakes to happen he should have allowed time for me to have a second pilot test
i was like dayyyuummmm
also new pokemon mystery dungeon and jessica jones are out today so A++++
only bad thing is that the BC is fuckin broken thanks JS
barely started the day and im having a proper actual legitimate breakdown because 2 of my friends are dating each other and i didnt find out until now (y)
tryna be real cool about it but honestly i legitimately want to tear my fucking skin off and scream at them lol mental illness am i right boys
i woke up at 3am and drank too much coffee to stay awake now i have a hella headache and im too lazy to go get water to ward off the dehydration (picture me sobbing on the floor but also banging my mug off the floor because honestly? i want more coffee)
on the plus side. one of me mates misspelled my name as Turdy earlier. so i got to experience that banter by being awake. silver linings innit lads.
My day was good. Hung out with an old friend. Spent time with my brother, made him some lunch, watched a movie together.
Weighed myself, lost another two pounds!
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