I know no one cares, but it was basically normal but i feel weirdly depressed. I'm doing fine in school, doing good on my assignments, my boyfriend is perfectly great. IDK, something just started getting to me today and I don't know what. I even made a great lasagna... idk

Its weird, maybe it is because I feel like a fraud at school. I'm studying engineering, and like, I find it kinda difficult.. I get amazing grades but I just feel like I dont "get" it like I should... like none of it comes naturally to me. idk, maybe im making excuses. Theres something weighing on my mind and I can't figure out what it is.. Maybe just fear of being a failure.. IDK

so I guess today isn't a good day.