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    I wish I wasn't a depressed mess.

    just want to share a felling I have.



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    I wish I could cry and move on but its so hard to do.
    I want to do so meany things but there are so meany limits in my life.

    plus my crazy emo self has wild goals not meant for humans.
    I know I cant complete them but something inside tells me im capable of great, amazing things. I almost feel like I have some kind of angelic purpose I need to fulfill. When I feel that I just want to scream and destroy everything I see and question who put limits in front of me. At that point I question my biological body it makes me hate my human form because it cant function the exact whay I want it to.

    im so screwd in the head...
    lol sadly im crazy enough to believe in my insane imagination.

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    I've recently adopted the philosophy that everyone has an important purpose in life, like how you believe in an angelic purpose -- if you feel that way, strive to fulfil your life goals. =] if you're having a hard time deciding on those goals, it's always a good idea to kind of take a step away from the negative feelings, and analyze the thoughts you have. Maybe consider a few hobbies and see if you'd be interested in a future with those. If not, explore any other options that you feel strongly about looking into. If that makes sense.

    Why do you feel angry when you think about an angelic purpose? Part of life is pushing past those barriers and obstacles, so try to look at that in a positive way. You'll feel stronger.

    As for hating the human form...I'm not sure what to suggest there. Just try to use it to the best of your ability. I'm sorry I'm not very helpful with this. D:

    & lastly, depression...hmm, you'll need to elaborate on that. I might be able to help there.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Ronith View Post
    Alright, Pal.
    +1 internetz for me....
    -grabs popcorn-

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    Ronith wins this thread.

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    Oh dear. My previous post feels out of place. xD

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    Quote Originally Posted by Ronith View Post
    trying.......to.....care...........but....just.... ....cant
    at least your trying
    I know I can be annoying as hell to you so sorry for my crap life (im mean that)
    You can hate me bro you have every right to not agree and protest against me. what you and some people say on here is very similar to what people said on my last forum. I wish I could deprive certain people like you of myself and let you live your lives. It was never my intention to interrupt your life.

    Mabye I deserve it, yes I have thought of suicide once.
    but suicide is not an option due to my crap ideas and unrestfull self.

    Mabye you don't care ronith you are not alone in your ideas you can act in your life in any way you want.
    Mabye I am wasting the time I have but this feeling I have of at least expression is something I hold to be good even if silence is the only listener.

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    + 1 Ronith


    So the score is now... what,
    Ronith-312
    Rest of the world - 0

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    Just stop attention whoring here.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Frank12 View Post
    + 1 Ronith


    So the score is now... what,
    Ronith-312
    Rest of the world - 0
    I'd like to think I have 1 or 2 points.

    Ronith-312
    Rest of the world - 1 or 2

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    Good "point". See what I did there...

    Ronith-312
    Rest of the world(including Demo) - 1 or 2
    Rest of the world(excluding Demo) - 0

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